To preface this extra long blog post: No rambling rule is getting thrown out, It is way too hard to type concisely whilst recapping 4+ months in just 2 paragraphs.

As most of you may know I tend to abandon this site for prolonged stretches of time, typically while I'm going through major real life issues; of which I was in abundance, While most of them aren't very pressing, Many are foundational ones that leave me incapable of doing most things my peers can with ease. While I have been making efforts to improve this doing much of anything while trying to consider further education is virtually an impossibility. I KNOW I said the rambling rule is gone, but I still want to spare you from my pity party.

Art has been pretty stagnant for the most part, I have lots of ideas but can't find much motivation to start or finish much of anything. Of course you can see all of my uploads since march but many things have been started and scrapped or just made for personal use since then. I've been thinking about posting a big dump of unfinished stuff but I just haven't felt like digging through year old FLAs just for some doodles I probably already have screenshots of somewhere, I don't know; Check back in a day or two and maybe I'd changed my mind by then.

Of course I've been making igbiam comics as well as updating the tumblr daily with older comics up to this point.

these are fucking hysterical to make, but simply aren't as fulfilling as what I feel my independent work could be. It's been long enough for the character redesigns I did when considering the comic last march are now outdated needing me to update them which causes even more stress and it all just compounds and then BOOM I burn out and don't draw for a month, It's so demotivating. I was drawing in flash the other day and it crashes twice, the second time after I'd already finished the entire thing, stuff like this really makes me want to quit sometimes. Of course I stay at it cause It's fun and I'd like to improve, but everything compounding and weighing down on me makes it much harder than it should be, Art probably helps me with everything If I'm being really honest.

That's kind of all I wanted to say for now, I'd plug my friend's album or plush but both of those campaigns ended already.. hm. ..

here is where my complete eloquently said thoughts devolve into bullet points,

this is your que to stop reading now.

Still attempting spriting, getting better at it though it's hard when flash DELETES MY SHIT FOR NO REASON

Still wana do that comic, Haven't gotten anywhere with it

I recently got back into Splatoon, Parappa AND homestuck again which is making me want to do art more, which is always welcome

Rodney Greenblat's art is so fuckinf comforting I could sleep on it

I feel like that's really it

I leave you with this

Until we meet again, Farewell

Edit 7/16/2023 7:41 AM

WHAT THE FUCK